1 of 40

A step forward, even in total darkness feels right…

it is, taking a glimpse without sight, Farout !!

Expressing how I feel for myself, that’s the forecast.

2 of 40

A Familiar voice fills me with joy.

Everything is cool once you’ve

convinced yourself that there are no

repercussions…

On occasion I’d exercised this way of life..

it was chaotic to say the very least.

3 of 40

“why do I destroy myself?
l am only doing what they used to do

I am a culmination of generations”

4 of 40

A spacey dream In ambient motion,

dissecting my mind cloud.

5 of 40

On a journey to discover

what I truly desire from my

duration of time on this earth.

“He’s a hustler

It’s a role, he’ll never make a suit’’

6 of 40

Self doubt and the reckoning,

slowly breaking out of the old shell.

7 of 40

“Picture my house in a postcard Town

Picture a bomb in the sky

History at your door who could ask for more”

A star that appears to be six feet beneath the moon

is still light years away.

8 of 40

Blood in my eyes,

the salt in these tears may heal these wounds,

did the fear ever serve me a purpose?

Transcending the words that have kept me in curse.

“This faith is all I have”

9 of 40

The ghost in the park.

To live in the past is such a disservice.

10 of 40

An amalgamation of emotion, passing through…

dark & light, intensity within.

A Paragon of Virtue,

Hiding beneath the surface.

11 of 40

Shadow boxing in a crater on the moon,

Self work begins..

Change is inevitable, readjustment is the key.

12 of 40

13 of 40

Break out, Smash out of your ways.

Sometimes the hardest thing to do is face yourself

after a long time living so far removed.

14 of 40

I used to hide beneath the surface

The truth sips wine and begets the purpose

I’m not the man that I was yesterday

He’d die at the edge of my blade

The cure for me was two whole days

On a desert road.

15 of 40

“& suddenly the lights went on”.

I wish I could eat the pain away

Devour until there’s nothing left

I wish we could take a little time off

Truly discover, just who we are

Oh I wish I could further things

And tell you it’s something out there

For I & I

“Cut off times”

I don’t know what I’m looking for but I know when

it’ll rain.

16 of 40

Thirst.

Physical fear.

17 of 40

Chapter 2 begins on a high.

18 of 40

Coming of Age.

Looked to my left and saw my past.

19 of 40

What speed is the world moving at?

Moments of realization make me cry.

20 of 40

Here is a token bearing all your sins

Forgive yourself.

21 of 40

How ironic, the walls of glass

Never thought I’d be a part of the scene,

To be seen in between… the obscene.

22 of 40

Nothing is easier than giving up.

23 of 40

The routine is a heart beat that resonates

with the music that is the universe.

Does your sun shine brighter than mine?

24 of 40

Can’t drown them out.

Can’t escape them.

Constantly there.

25 of 40

Norman Robinson’s karate.

26 of 40

I’d kiss the bottom of the earth

An ornament to my low self esteem

I’m trying to build myself anew.

I’m trotting up to sober but I’m still tossing in bed

I can now see I’ve been sad, sitting over my pain

Try to reconnect the dots and make it out

I fear the coldness,

I’ve got sweat in my hair and my rent hasn’t been

paid.

27 of 40

There are reasons it couldn’t have been

You’d terrorize the world out of fear

I feared looking in my mother’s eyes.

28 of 40

The serpent grew feet now he’s on his way.

29 of 40

A little intake will relive my headache

“You’ve got rough hands

you’ve been working your whole life “

Next thing you know I couldn’t face the surface.

30 of 40

Jozi by the sea.

31 of 40

Space right now.

Space right here.

32 of 40

Scene in the obscene.

33 of 40

Who ever knows the way to your heart

I wish them well

If it’s the both of us

We can always take the train home

You can miss the bus

We can take the train home

You can build your wall

You can close your mouth

You can be so quiet

No one would ever hear you when

you cried aloud.

Back to the stars when you need the love so

you find yourself in the bottom again,

Thinking of yourself baby,

Tried so hard lately,

Love yourself maybe,

Who’s next to you ?

Look around, Look Around.

34 of 40

35 of 40

Heard your voice on the radio

Driving back to Roodepoort

And time heals all your wounds

So don’t be severed

In the backseat of your friend’s car

That limitless confusion

awaits at the border

You’re making me tired

Heard your voice on the radio

All the way in Liverpool

And time would stand still

When you are not here

As I lay there in silence

That quietness of violence

awaits at the border

You’re making me tired.

As I rest my head on the mountainside

With no warning

The bomb fell, it really did!

They say the world was burning

As I lay my head on the ocean bed

I can feel the tide turning

A flower blooms in a really dark room

You were my hero and my best friend

We used to be one and the same

But now my hero’s gone and left me here

To play this wicked game

I read the paper today

Am I living in a western World ?

Cause my idle mind would drift away

I’d idolize about the fancy clothes & the flashing lights

But never work a single day in my fucking life.

36 of 40

You’re only just starting to live.

You’ve been alive the whole time.

Floating out in space, running out of oxygen.

37 of 40

It caught me by surprise

What more can a man take

Enough is enough my love

By the power invested in you

Break out of your shell

Industrial poetry on the wall

This town has always had a bone to pick.

38 of 40

I might’ve missed the bus but I took the train.

39 of 40

Breathe through it and put all your faith in God.

40 of 40

I bid thee Adieu.